{"id":982,"date":"2026-04-11T12:39:20","date_gmt":"2026-04-11T12:39:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.yukiarimasa.com\/?p=982"},"modified":"2026-04-11T12:39:21","modified_gmt":"2026-04-11T12:39:21","slug":"a-simple-feeling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.yukiarimasa.com\/?p=982","title":{"rendered":"A Simple Feeling"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I have never thought I do this kind of thing! Last month, I sprained a joint of my right finger. This is really bad for pianists. Initially I thought a half day rest might be all it needed to heel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No way!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Almost a month past, I am still not able to use my finger with full power.&nbsp; Acupuncture has been helping and I am finally seeing the end of a tunnel. My former classical teacher, Ed Bedner, used to warn me, &#8220;We use fingers not only for piano but for so many other daily things. Always, be careful!&#8221; I have somewhat listened to him but here I am with a swollen injured joint!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It was not like, my tendon was cut or the bone was crushed. Only sprained. So eventually it will heel, but this injury after almost 20 years taught me something; that is, when I can&#8217;t play piano, I simply want to play the instrument.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As a pianist, I have been playing my instrument everyday, and because I want to play so much, playing piano has become part of my occupation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>However, when you do that everyday, you tend to forget this simple feeling of wanting to play. Actually, I injured my finger when the college was in recess, and it was not that I had a big concert or anything during that period.&nbsp; No major loss. If I didn&#8217;t injure my finger, I would have had spent an ordinary days of practicing or composing, but it does not matter what I had on my schedule. I just simply wanted to play.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When we put our strong effort into something, or when we do certain things for a long period of time, we tend to forget the fact that we started doing it because we simply wanted to do it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The great pianist, Daniel Barenboim once said in the interview that when he took lessons with the legend, Vladimir Horowitz, Horowitz said, &#8220;Never forget that you want to express yourself with this instrument (piano)&#8221; Barenboim stated in that interview it was a single piece of advice that has stayed on him until today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.yukiarimasa.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_4372.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"723\" src=\"http:\/\/www.yukiarimasa.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_4372-1024x723.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-983\" style=\"width:263px;height:auto\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.yukiarimasa.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_4372-1024x723.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/www.yukiarimasa.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_4372-300x212.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.yukiarimasa.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_4372-768x542.jpg 768w, http:\/\/www.yukiarimasa.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/IMG_4372.jpg 1466w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Now, &#8220;Why did Horowitz gave this advice?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because he knew that we forget this! We don&#8217;t tell anybody not to forget things if we know she or he will never forget it. We say &#8220;Don&#8217;t forget&#8221; only when we know that we forget.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If we can go back to the simply idea of &#8220;wanting&#8221;, just like the very first time we feel that way, I think, in everything, not just playing the instruments, but in whatever it is that we do, we will be one step close to the truth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This might be a homework that has waitied for me, that I needed to&nbsp; learn from this injury.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have never thought I do this kind of thing! Last month, I sprained a joint of my right finger. This is really bad for pianists. Initially I thought a half day rest might be all it needed to heel. No way! 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